it's been a while since i wrote an entry. things were just a little hectic the past few months. julie had her wedding, i went back to Singapore for 2 short weeks :( , came back to Sydney and there was graduation, parents were here, went to Melbourne during a long weekend, and the past few weeks were just spent finding a full-time job. that's pretty much what happened since the last time i wrote.

so yea, people always say finding a job is hard, and sometimes, you just think that they are overreacting. but no, they're right. at least for me. i guess i haven't been searching for that long, and at least i still have my current job. but i really really wanna get a full-time job soon! it'll mean so much to me really. because at least then, i won't have as much free time to think about Singapore. i miss everyone back there - friends, family & stevie! not the weather tho. but yea, sometimes when you're alone and don't really have much to do, your mind just fills with thoughts. and for me, it's mostly negative thoughts :(

i guess there are things i can keep myself occupied with. just that i'm so unmotivated (or you can say lazy) and i'd rather dwell on the sad stuff. oh wells, that's certainly something i need to work on.

so yep, that's why getting a full-time job means so much to me. afterall, that's the purpose i'm still here in Sydney - to work.

wish me luck & fingers crossed that i'll get one soon.

xx
sarah

p.s. can't believe it's just two more days to june!